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Hey Glam Fairies!

Welcome to the Golden Glam Fairy blog. I am so excited about this new space and new direction that I am taking not just in my personal life but with my brand and future business. The journey up to this point has been long and rough but well worth it becasue now I have a better understanding of who I am and what I REALLY want to achieve. Golden Glam Fairy was created out of a passionate discussion I had with my best friend.

I had spent months prior to our discussion in a bit of a funk. I felt like I was standing still, running in place my ideas and thoughts seemed to be going nowhere. I just could not understand what I was doing wrong so I stopped everything. Website shut down, social media paused, completely unplugged and called up my BFF. Over a glass or two or three of Moscato wine the venting and tears began to flow.

Why why why was my biggest concern. Why can't my vision be clear? Why can't I have a following like her? Why can't I get better opportunities? the list goes on. Everything quite honestly was negative and not even about me but more about what I needed and expected from the world. Finally my friend said "Kiki just stop"becasue at this point I was rambling and talking a thousand miles a minute. She asked me what would you do all day if you had it your way? My tipsy response was "dress up like a fairy and play in makeup". She then starting asking me specific questions on how that could be possible and what people would be influenced by the brand and so on and within literally an hour, it seemed my vision was created.

I realized that much of my anger and frustration was becasue I had not figured out who I really was before I tried to jump into branding myself. I realized that although I wanted things to happen quickly realistically they wouldn't. Accepting the process and understanding that things take time was where I was falling short. Also I was not being myself I was trying to be what I thought was popular at the time or what I thought was what people wanted to see.

I feel awful for admitting this but I also dealt with issues of jealousy and wanting the success others had. I didn't understand at that moment that my jealousy was a good thing becasue it meant that I knew I wanted more out of life and myself and I saw that it was possible. I started reading self help books, got involved in women empowerment support groups and pages like this one, and really started digging into what it meant to be confident and secure with myself. As the self discovery and the confidence begin to grow so do my ideas and opportunities. I continue to try new ways to improve my overall well being, my quality of life and appreciate my curves on a daily basis and that's why I am here.

My vision is to sprinkle my glam in the world as a renowned makeup artist and esthetician. Branching off into many different avenues but my main goal will always remain the same. That is to encourage, elevate and motivate women to love themselves as they are now, to share the power and beauty of girl power, and to continue to advocate for self love and total body acceptance.

My hope is that through my website, blog, and social media platforms you see or read something that encourages you and that pushes you that much closer to being the best version of YOU that you can be. This space is all about radiating Golden Glam Vibes and supporting each other. The cool thing is that you too can join the #mybodyisgolden movement visit the join tab and get all the up to date information.

Smooches!